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Thursday, October 31, 2013
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MIA for at least another day
Sorry sorry sorry! Its been crazy over here the past couple of days so I haven't had time to sit down and vamp up my blog/ post my daily postings... I'm going to try to get to it tomorrow though!
~inner peace, self love and a positive attitude
K.S.
~inner peace, self love and a positive attitude
K.S.
Monday, October 28, 2013
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Green Smoothie Recipes: 15 Quick Recipes with Easy Ingredients
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10.27
I did a very hard thing for myself today.
I stood up to myself and told someone how I felt about something.
It was actually a two-day process.
Long story short, I needed a break from my friendship with someone for reasons (that had nothing to do them), but I have a nasty habit of not letting myself say what I need to say, especially when it comes to dealing with my feelings. When I started to try and saw what I needed to say, the other person wouldn't let me finish (because they didn't want to hear it because they were being selfish), which, very very very long story short, made everything worse. I woke up this morning and didn't care about fixing the problem, but then I realized that I'm sick and tired of having my self be my own worst enemy. I started out wanting to get something off my chest and I was resolved to finish it later on this morning so I did! I feel a lot better now because I got to stand up to myself, I was able to also tell the other person how I felt about them not wanting to hear what I had to say really, truly hurt my feelings, but I also I handled something in a way that was best for me. I had several people tell me to just handle this whole thing a different way and I probably could have, but I also realized it wasn't about how they wanted me to handle something; it's about doing what I need to do for me. The other person didn't really respond the way I thought they would, but I also realized, ultimately, it's not about them either. I was resolved last night that I 1)did speak up for myself and 2) the reason why I couldn't finish was because of something out of my control. I am glad that I did finish everything today and I'm ready to go into the next phase of my life feeling like I'm back on track. I haven't been eating, sleeping or working out and the stress of having this happen and applying to stuff was turning me into a version of myself that was less than my best.
Almost forgot, I got my first internship rejection letter today and I had a life friday night and had a dinner party with some classmates! I cannot tell you how refreshing both were in there own way. I'm actually not upset about not getting the position I was rejected from. Everything will work itself out. I mean, I applied to so many things that most of them probably won't work out, but that's cool, but as long as one works out, I'll have something to do over the summer :)
Going to the store to get smoothie stuffs tomorrow! I should be able to workout either today or tomorrow. I actually mean it this time haha.
I stood up to myself and told someone how I felt about something.
It was actually a two-day process.
Long story short, I needed a break from my friendship with someone for reasons (that had nothing to do them), but I have a nasty habit of not letting myself say what I need to say, especially when it comes to dealing with my feelings. When I started to try and saw what I needed to say, the other person wouldn't let me finish (because they didn't want to hear it because they were being selfish), which, very very very long story short, made everything worse. I woke up this morning and didn't care about fixing the problem, but then I realized that I'm sick and tired of having my self be my own worst enemy. I started out wanting to get something off my chest and I was resolved to finish it later on this morning so I did! I feel a lot better now because I got to stand up to myself, I was able to also tell the other person how I felt about them not wanting to hear what I had to say really, truly hurt my feelings, but I also I handled something in a way that was best for me. I had several people tell me to just handle this whole thing a different way and I probably could have, but I also realized it wasn't about how they wanted me to handle something; it's about doing what I need to do for me. The other person didn't really respond the way I thought they would, but I also realized, ultimately, it's not about them either. I was resolved last night that I 1)did speak up for myself and 2) the reason why I couldn't finish was because of something out of my control. I am glad that I did finish everything today and I'm ready to go into the next phase of my life feeling like I'm back on track. I haven't been eating, sleeping or working out and the stress of having this happen and applying to stuff was turning me into a version of myself that was less than my best.
Almost forgot, I got my first internship rejection letter today and I had a life friday night and had a dinner party with some classmates! I cannot tell you how refreshing both were in there own way. I'm actually not upset about not getting the position I was rejected from. Everything will work itself out. I mean, I applied to so many things that most of them probably won't work out, but that's cool, but as long as one works out, I'll have something to do over the summer :)
Going to the store to get smoothie stuffs tomorrow! I should be able to workout either today or tomorrow. I actually mean it this time haha.
Saturday, October 26, 2013
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10.25
I almost forgot to write today's post!!! All around great day. Ended up hanging out with my classmates after class today. Socializing has really rejuvenated me. I know that sounds crazy, but I could tell the difference in my overall demeanor and spirits after our dinner making session was over. They really are a sweet group of people and I can't wait until my craziness dies down so I can have normal Friday nights hang out with them. I decided to apply to more jobs here just become one has already fallen through (surprise, surprise) so I need to cover my bases and find a couple more. Luckily, it's a lot easier to apply to stuff here than in the US! After feeling better today, I don't even mind. I just couldn't see a way out of this whole process up until now, but I'm really almost done I promise haha. I've had to catch myself lately about not being grateful for all the opportunities I'm finding to apply for. While it does honestly suck to be this stressed out, I need to stop whining and sounding full of myself to other people. I might be making it sound worse on paper than it is in real life, but I ultimately know no one is making me do all this and it's better to put in the work now then have my foot in my mouth later when NOTHING works out. At this point I'm worried I won't find anything because I have been ungrateful in some ways up until now.... All I can do is live and learn and try and correct it moving forward I guess. Applying to stuff this time around is a complete 180 from last year and I would happy with any of the opportunities I have applied for thus far so for that I am thankful. I'm also thankful that I'm starting to find my own voice as a result of this whole process...In other news, I think I'm going to make myself have an awkward conversation with a boy I like tomorrow... Tomorrow's post might be realllly long haha, but I'm trying not live with keeping stuff bundled up inside for moving forward because it does eat away at me after a while. Tired of living with regrets and I really like him. I also need to say something to him for some other, more serious reasons (not that liking a boy isn't lol). I'm horrible with my feelings, but (even though I'm starting to realize how true this is myself) even the universe is trying to tell me it's better to have tried to love and lost than not at all lol. Going to do some light work, apply to more stuff then sleep. Sorry for such a long post. A lot happened today haha.
I've been saying this new mantra to myself everyday and it's really been helping. I suggest everyone find something that speaks positively to they are trying to change their insecurities and say it to themselves every morning when they wake up until the believe it. Talking the talk helps with walking the walk.
Here's mine:
"I am fantastic. I am pretty. I speak Chinese well. I am in control of the food I eat."
I might write a follow-up post on this bit over the weekend when I need to take a break from all the crazy.
~inner peace, self love and a positive attitude
K.S.
I've been saying this new mantra to myself everyday and it's really been helping. I suggest everyone find something that speaks positively to they are trying to change their insecurities and say it to themselves every morning when they wake up until the believe it. Talking the talk helps with walking the walk.
Here's mine:
"I am fantastic. I am pretty. I speak Chinese well. I am in control of the food I eat."
I might write a follow-up post on this bit over the weekend when I need to take a break from all the crazy.
~inner peace, self love and a positive attitude
K.S.
Thursday, October 24, 2013
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10.24
So....tired....can't....think.....
What a day! I think my week is starting to get to me.....
On the bright side, I'm doing something fun tomorrow and I found an article for my presentation that should be easy enough to translate.
I think I've officially applied to everything I'm going to apply to (unless something awesome comes up or something or something over here falls through pretty quickly, which will more than likely happen)!!!
I can't wait to reset next week y'all....
What a day! I think my week is starting to get to me.....
On the bright side, I'm doing something fun tomorrow and I found an article for my presentation that should be easy enough to translate.
I think I've officially applied to everything I'm going to apply to (unless something awesome comes up or something or something over here falls through pretty quickly, which will more than likely happen)!!!
I can't wait to reset next week y'all....
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